"Integrated Co-Creation is a Journey of Love and every breath leads us back to the Heart."
-Kaylin Devi Rose
There are many stories I could tell you about myself. The one about how my innocence was taken at an obscenely young age. The one when I felt alone and misunderstood for most of my life. Or the one when I learned to turn off my magic in order to protect myself from energies and forces I did not understand at the time.
All of these stories helped shape me into the woman I am today. But the one I really want to share with you is more recent and changed EVERYTHING.
Anyone who has gone through an awakening understands that oftentimes, we can no longer proceed in the ways we did before. Sometimes we are called to move, leave relationships, go back to school, or leave the career we spent decades working toward. It is rarely convenient.
The funny thing about awakenings though, is that there are always more. We are always growing, evolving, remembering.
My first awakening happened in savasana on the dirty floor of a packed yoga studio in the East Village of Manhattan. As I listened to the soothing electronic vibes of “I Am What I Am” by OceanLab, tears streamed down my face. I had recently finished reading Eckhart Tolle’s book, “The Power of Now,” and was connecting all the dots within my yoga practice. I knew it was time to move on from a toxic relationship I was holding onto for dear life. I was scared, but I was ready.
My second awakening happened on the shores of Lake Atitlan, Guatemala during my 300 hour Hatha Yoga Teacher training. One evening, I sat in the dark, breathing and meditating, when Kali Ma, the Mother Goddess of Time and Dissolution, came to me. Her dark, fierce image scared the crap out of me at first, but after spending more time with her I could feel her love embracing me like nothing I had ever felt before. It was also on this beautiful island that I was introduced to the Ancient Science of Life known as Ayurveda. I fell in love, packed up my ENTIRE LIFE and moved, solo, across the country from NYC to Albuquerque, NM where I would study with a beloved teacher, Dr. Vasant Lad.
Between then and now, there have been many more awakenings, not all of which have asked me to leave my entire world behind. But like I said earlier, the one I’d like to share with you now changed EVERYTHING.
In 2020, after spending a decade teaching and supporting students and clients on their own individual paths of alchemical initiation, I came down with a mysterious illness that took my voice, my ability to walk for more than 10 minutes at a time, to do yoga, and to sit comfortably, among other things. The pain was so distracting, I had to step back from my work and focus solely on my healing and family life.
I searched and searched for the root cause of my condition. I was healthy and living a rather balanced lifestyle, so none of this made any sense to my thinking mind. I tried EVERYTHING. Herbs, diet, essences, crystals, energy work, massage, mediation, past life regression…you name it, I did it. Nothing budged.
Needless to say, I began to feel depressed, anxious, lost, and alone. As my despair deepened, I went into a dark night of the Soul & Spirit. I questioned everything I had once believed in…Reiki, Goddesses, energy medicine, anything “woo,” I doubted, resisted, and rebelled against it all.
Thank Goddess for the sweet souls who stood by me through this portal. I don’t know if I would have survived without them.
There were many awakenings and integrations that happened along this dark night, for I never gave up on finding the Light, although it was the hardest thing I ever had to do. To face myself in this place was humbling, painful, and devastatingly necessary. I was distilled down to the very core of my Being. To a place where my ego had nothing left to hold onto, nothing left to hide behind. I was naked, wounded, broken, and yet somehow more Whole than ever before.
This experience not only awakened me to the deeper truths of Life, it taught me more about Unconditional Love, Trust, Compassion, and the Way of the Rose.
The Path of Integrated Co-Creation.
This reckoning also woke me up to the existence of spiritual bypass, spiritual gaslighting, and spiritual abuse…all adaptive strategies the ego uses to remain in control.
But that’s the thing…sometimes we are not in control and THAT IS OK.
Sometimes Life is ushering us into something we cannot understand with our minds. When this happens, we are invited to let go and learn to flow with what is Here Now.
We are Co-Creators with Life & the Divine and sometimes that means we have to SURRENDER.
Life includes ALL.
Losing everything allowed me to reclaim what deeply resonates with my Soul…and that includes Reiki, Goddesses, and energy medicine, for the record!
The Sacred Dark of Alchemical Distillation humbled me to my knees and that was exactly what I needed.
I can’t say that there was a moment when everything got better…I am still recovering, even today. But things have improved exponentially! I am singing again, teaching, and working with clients. I am mothering myself and my daughter. I am hiking, dancing, and I am more deeply connected with my Beloved husband and my Soul Family than ever before.
There is so much more I could share, but for now, I will leave you with this:
Earth is not for the faint of heart.
Life is a force, both loving and fierce.
She is the Body of God/Goddess.
She is the form of the formless.
She is Sacred and Holy.
And so are we.
Immanence is not an illusion or a sin.
She is a dream come true, one we get to live everyday.
Our bodies are an extension of Her and an emanation of the Divine.
Life and the Divine are not separate, they are two sides of the same coin,
Shakti & Shiva.
Awakening to this is a Journey.
Remembering it is an Integration.
Applying it is called Co-Creation.
It would be my honor to support you as you reclaim this for yourSelf.
You ARE Whole.
Welcome Home.
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Kaylin Devi Rose is an ordained Rose Priestess, Spiritual Counselor, Soul Doula, & Songstress. She is a Certified Reiki Master Teacher, Ayurvedic Health Counselor, E-RYT 500 Yoga Teacher, Sound Healer, Natural Therapeutics Specialist, Licensed Massage Therapist & Bodyworker, Wife, and Mother of one Beautiful Daughter. Her experience in all of the above modalities, as well as Crystal Healing, Flower Essence Therapy, Marma, CranioSacral Therapy, and Mental Health Counseling, make her a highly qualified mentor and ally on the Journey of Inegrated Co-Creation.
B.M.Ed. | Reiki Master Teacher | E-RYT 500 | Sound Healer | AHC | LMT | NTS | Creatress of The Goddess Principles™ and the Circle Creatress Certification™
MODALITIES
I incorporate many modalities into my spiritual counseling practice. The main modalities used include Reiki Treatments and Attunements (see Reiki page), Ayurveda, Sound Healing, Yoga/Tantra, Crystal and Flower Essence Therapy, CranioSacral Therapy and Bodywork, and more. Together, we will explore your goals and dreams for your Journey of Integrated Co-Creation and then decide what healing techniques will be most assist you in that process.
The following are a few brief descriptions of some of the different types of healing systems used:
Ayurveda, the science of life, is an ancient Indian medicine that brings balance to the Body, Mind, and Soul. Ayurveda sees each person as a unique individual, comprised of a specific combination of elements, and assists in bringing balance through daily living practices such as diet and lifestyle choices.
A sister science to Ayurveda, Yoga is an ancient Indian practice that allows the individual to realize their True Self. Yoga literally means “to yolk,” or unite, in this case, the Body, Mind, Soul, & Spirit. Through yoga asana, or postures, as well as pranayama, or breath exercises, and meditation, one can experience the stillness of Pure Awareness within themselves. True Balance is found within.
Reiki is an ancient healing modality where the practitioner channels universal prana, or life force energy, through the crown, from the Earth, into the heart, out the hands, and into the recipient. This Light energy heals in many ways, bringing tranquility and balance to the Body, Mind, & Soul.
CranioSacral Therapy is a light touch, manual therapy that locates and releases stagnancy within connective tissue and throughout the body-mind. It releases tension, pain, and dysfunction, improving health on all levels.
Sound Healing uses vibration to heal and move energy that is blocked in the body, mind, and soul. Sound waves directly impact our bodies, as they are comprised mostly of water, and can bring us into a relaxed, parasympathetic state of rest and digest, which is the optimal state for healing.
Live in person sessions are available, as well as Distance Healing over zoom or phone, so if you don't live in the New Mexico area, don't hesitate to start your healing process!!!
Whether you're near of far, please feel free to reach out. I know it can be tempting to do this alone, but we don't have to! Let’s continue your Journey of Integrated Co-Creation together!